Anyway
Nov 30 2009
Parcel
Wrapped in paper
sealed and glued
a label written
goods included
changing hands
paying fees
status checked
"sign here please"
And off
off it goes
it's out
out of my hands
By trains and planes
by boats and roads
all stacked up
among heavy loads
from port to port
from gravel to tar
at your destination
that's where you are
out
out for delivery
stripped
showing what you have inside
subject
to measurements and tests
then packed
and send right back again
sometimes I fear
you'll never getting here
sometimes I fear
they'll never bring you here
tripping the streets
on careful feet
avoiding the headlights
keeping discreet
anxious and weary
of what you might get
will it be allright
or disaster instead
Sleepwalking
I saw you standing there
on the threshold of you sleep
dazed and confused you seemed
staring into the deep
close both your eyes and see
it all becomes so clear
just walk on straight ahead
be aiming at the pier
Into the void you face your fear
you're screaming you lungs out
but noone will hear
your world is a beauty but it isn't real
you're sleepwalking baby
on a tightrope of steel
there was a little man
at least that was his name
he had a crazy plan
that made him rise to fame
Above the big apple
he was walking in the air
From the ground he looked so small
as if he wasn't there
Into the void you face your fear
you're screaming you lungs out
but noone will hear
your world is a beauty but it isn't real
you're sleepwalking baby
on a tightrope of steel
Phillipe didn't fall to his death
but I saw the towers did
The Trench
Should I take these tablets
that make things go away
Should I be pretending
my nerves doesn't fray
Should I smile politely
Should I really care
I lock myself away
I am going there
We're going down together
Descend into the darkness
this deep is vast and unseen
we'll be the first ones there
And as the ship submerges
Anxiety emerges
the pressure's building up and
the vessel's going down
the trench
is deep and wide
but noone else
has gone inside
and now we're off
the deepest dive
a man has tried
down to a place so
unknown
Swallowed up completely
the blackness of the sea
Like falling into sleep
the undiscovered deep
down and down I'm sinking
like a stone I'm gently hurled
beyond abyssal depths
to the bottom of the world
We're going down together
Descend into the darkness
this deep is vast and unseen
we'll be the first ones there
And as the ship submerges
Anxiety emerges
the pressure's building up and
the vessel's going down
the trench
is deep and wide
but noone else
has gone inside
and now we're off
the deepest dive
a man has tried
but I've succeded
And I
Return again
Return again
to the surface
like bubbles of air
I'm ascending
Return again
to the surface
Relieved of all
my worries
Garden of Exile
Before
the nightfall
Before
we surrender to sleep
We have
to remind ourselves
Of what
it is we're doing here
Vast is the desert
Lonely the dunes
A crowded bus with myriads
of people in different moods
Bumping past
an endless scenery
A deserted desert village
or what it appears to be
On and on
from dune to dune
We'll get to nowhere fast
we'll be there soon
Yes on and on
from place to place
for no apparant reason
to embrace
Drinking
tea from ornamented cups
served by men in kaftans
or djellabas by the Atlas'
Music is played
on every corner of the street
the rhythm makes me dizzy
in this unbearable heat
Mercenary troops
are marching by
with their epaulettes and kepis
determination in their eyes
We're off to a plateau
to see the full moon rise
this garden of exile
appears before our eyes
We lay in the Moroccan sand
doing things we know they have banned
And underneath the sheltering sky
you asked me the devastating 'why'
The coldsweat's darkening your shirt
your eyes have turned red
And your panting
is hard to endure
A desert bug is digging in
it lives in your blood
And the dust is not much of a cure
A desert rose in perpetual bloom
A sun scorched remedy for gloom
The Invention
Why won't it work
Why won't it ever work
I got to carry on
I got to carry on
I'll try again
I'll try and try again
Until I get it right
Until I get it right
I know I
can create light
without spark
and without flame
a type of light
that's burning bright
and lasting long
oh so long
Got this picture
in my head
of a day
it would be said
'electric light
is just so cheap
that only rich folks
have candles lit'
Ok let me see
what have we got here
a coiled up filament
connected to some wiring
all is placed within an
evacuated bulb
I will make it shine
illuminate this lab of mine
for this experiment
I'm using platinum
it should be working right
it's melting point is very high
I switch the current on
the metal starts to glow
but evaporates
I still can't make it work
So I'm here again
testing filaments
this time using strings
of carbonized cotton wool
it sounds improbable
that this could make it work
but I have to try
every possibility
my incandescent dream
has put me to the test
but if I don't succeed
I won't be getting any rest
a glass bulb standing on my desk
with carbon coiled within
I switch the current on
and now my room is ablazed
Look at the light
Look at the light
Cloudberries
The dawn will never come
if the sun refuse to set
there's daylight round the clock
there's diamonds in the stream
tinkeling in the breeze
way beneath our feet
Don't you walk too close
the cliff is much too sheer
you should watch your step
And as we're climbing here
the scenery unfolds
I will come to you
I'll find you
I'll find you
I'll find you
whereever you might be
In marshlands and in bogs
in rain and wind or fog
through the gate
to the wilderness I'll walk
Tomorrow brings another day
to sweep the yesterday away
and maybe then I'll make it all the way
But time flies (and I struggle ahead)
Yeah time flies (there's only you my head)
But time flies (Away)
in a hidden valley
surrounded by mountains
I found what I came here for
in amber like fashion
in numbers of thousands
just waiting to be picked
the fruit of my efforts
is worth all my trouble
now I'm here and on a cloud
Euphoria
I feel so excited
now that all this weight
is off my shoulders
I feel like
a new born child
in mothers arms
filling the lungs with air
for the first time
And I was blind
so blind
but now I see
I got this feeling
of no boundaries
And from here
it can only get better
The world's my oyster
and I can do anything I want
I want it all
I want it all
Today the sun is beating down
and not a cloud up there
to shade this town
and I will walk around
in sunlit streets
and when the nighttime comes
I'll stay outside
to watch the starry sky
until the sun comes
up again and then I know
that from here
it can only get better
The world's my oyster
and I can do anything I want
I want it all
I want it all
all aligned
in perfect symmetry
come along
set me free
Blue Sky Café
I've dreamt of this for ages
gliding through the air
Above the clouds in sunlit blue sky
a stratospheric fair
At the tar pitched runway
I've got sweaty anxious hands
waiting for the winch to fling me
up into the heavens
Fly
The thermals and the lee waves
will keep me soaring here
As a ridge lift takes me higher
I'm sheding all my fear
The altimeter settles
Up here the world is bliss
towards the open ending
my dream is made of this
Fly
the wind will take me high
into the open sky
my mouth has all gone dry
the thrust will make me fly
the wind will take me high
into the open
The sky is blue
I'm flying through
The Glow and its Shadow
Day turns into night
night turns into day
then night again
Haven't had alot sleep
haven't had alot food
just water
there must be more than this
this pitchblende mystery is really
exciting me
and while I'm at work
Raindrops are falling
from the leaking roof
of the shed
I worked for days months and weeks
in the smallest quantity of matter
was where I seeked
finally my work was done
and like a fairytale
a blue light now vaguely shone
kept on working
without knowing
that this faint glow
had a shadow
that this substance
from a distance
changed the concept
of my being
What is this
What is this this this
feels so strange
shooting out of light
now the path is clear
now I'll cry no tear
now I'll leave you here
now It'll disappear
Where are you now?
where are you now
where have you been
I've been looking for you
everywhere
I have been sailing
all the seven seas
I've climbed all mountains
in the world
but what have I found?
what have I found?
where are you now
where will you go
where should I be searching
for you now
should I go to all four
corners of the world
should I cross the deserts
in my search
and then what will I find
what will I find
Eyebrow goes up
turns into frown
so much searching
what have I found
As the title might suggest, 'Anyway' attempts a light hearted escape from a much more serious subject. The album consists of ten pop and disco tracks, sung by four different female singers. The loose concept is getting from A to B, both physically and metaphysically.
'Anyway' was created out of a creative vacuum.
My first three albums were conceived more or less simultaneously, and completed over a period of eight years. Eight years of work and creative focus. After the release of 'Constructions' there were nothing.
I started to panic.
And then I began looking through old sketches and deserted ideas. It felt like me emptying the cup and moving on. A last album made to bring me closure. I worked on Anyway's songs as if they were meant to be radio hits - all of them.
And I worked on the album as my final.
However, two thirds through the album production, my hard disc died. This were, for me, a time before fancy back up systems, so basically the entire production was gone. Fortunately it was due to an error from the manufactorer, so they fixed it and I got my session files back. This inspired the lyrics for the opening track 'Parcel', and it totally removed the notion that this would be my last album.
But it also made me rush the completion of the album. I knew this when the album came out, but my main focus at that time was to get it done before anything else happened to the computer. In fact, a few days after I delivered the master, the motherbord of the computer died, so I had to have the cover done elsewhere. It bothered me right from the start, that the album was rushed, but it became all too obvious when I performed the songs live.
In concert the songs worked, on the album they didn't.
When MusicVenture gave me the opportunity to rerelease the album in 2014, I felt I had to correct the errors. Six out of the album's ten songs were remixed or partly rerecorded. Some of them only had minor changes added, others were completely rearranged.
The result was an album much closer to the original intention, than the initial release from 2009.
Personnel:
Stina Madelaire: Vocals (Euphoria, Blue Sky Cafe & Where are you now?)
Edith Tvede: Vocals (Parcel, The Trench & Cloudberries)
Tanja Hollerup: Vocals (Garden of Exile, The invention & The Glow and its Shadow)
Eva Rothenberg: Vocals (Sleepwalking)
Troels Bech: Lap steel and Jazzmaster guitars
Lars Albertsen: Alto, Soprano and Tenor Saxophones
Jesper H. Petersen: Jazz Bass
Klaus Schønning: Ethnic authenticity
Ste van Holm: Ukulele, Dobro, Guitars, Keyboards and programming.
Produced and engineered by Ste van Holm
Recorded between february 2008 and october 2009 (with additional work in 2014)
Mastered by Ste van Holm
Digital Booklet:
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